Probably a good place to start is here: A poem I wrote years & years ago. I write pretty randomly & don't follow much of a formula. Most are a rambling of what ever sparked my pen to paper. Not sure if any body will get anything out of them but I'm sending them out nonetheless.. This one is titled -
Myself
I don't know you
But you know me
I can't say who you are
But you can see who I am
I do not feel shame
As I do not know you
I do not feel pain
As I do not know who you are
I know myself as well
As I know you
I can not say how
Long I have not known
Myself
But I can't see past
Myself
My changing ways
Carried by the
Ways of freedom
Confined by my own
Self esteem
You can see past
My exterior walls
As you are an
Heiress
You see not who
I am
But who
I can be
I can not redeem
Myself
Of any wrong doing
As I only see
What I have done
I do not look at
Anyone
As they look at me
I can not see you
My eyes are blurred
My ears are blocked
My mouth is numb
Do not impose
Yourself
On me
I don't have the power
To resist
I can not sit here
And watch
I have to take part
I love you
I love you all
I feel your anger
I feel your pain
Free me from my pestering self
Free me from this beating heart
I do not want to feel
Please do not anger me
See me as I see you
Feel for me as I
Feel for you
Writings on the wall
Express
Many things I can not say
I write as I read
I see as I feel
Please don't try
To right the wrongs
Sit back and watch
The ring on my finger
Is not here
I have nothing at all
As you have all
I know you can see
Parts of me
I can't see of you
You see me in a
Different light
You're bitter
Despair
As I walk along the line
Stumbling and falling
As I go
I can see the world
Though it can not
See me
I read the writings on
The wall
I translate them into
My language
I feel the rain
I feel the pain
I need to
See you
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
Never been a blogger or considered writing one. This is just a space for me to record things that happen or things I have written, in an open forum, and anonymously. Not looking for too much, just going to put things out there so I can let a bit of pressure off without naming names. Possibly.. It's a little new to me so here goes..
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