Probably two of my favourite poems that I have written. TYML was written in years & years ago, and pretty much says I am sick of meeting people that will not be with me through the hard times. It also shows a little lack of hope that I feel from time to time.
The second one was written only a year or so ago when meeting a new girl hoping that maybe this time i would actually open up to this one.. Definitely optimistic here!

TO YOU MY LOVE

Suffering is a state of mind
My life, my love is now divine
The woes of death have returned
Turn around and watch me burn
The secret life I leave behind
Will not change my unclean mind
A righteous life, I have not lead
I can not get this out my head
Relish in the thoughts of past
Journey into what will last
My life, my love I leave with you
Returning I will be untrue
The caring suffering of my friends
To you, that I will make amends
The fears that I can never face
Will be the end of my race
Suffering is a state of mind
To you, my love I never will find



WAITING HOPE

To internally, blissfully, surrender to one
Or am I intent to surrender to none
Do I open myself for happiness to find
Is my distrust of love leaving me blind
To what do I fear, am I running alone
Apprehension in me, the source unknown
O why, O why, constant questions I ask
My true inner feelings I constantly mask
Patience a virtue, an unnerving new friend
Please don’t make you my love, right through to the end
Will I let the window of hope open up
Let the healing winds of love fill my cup
Challenges, decisions, am I fit for the task
Am I here for the end game, will the winds truly last
I wait unconsciously for the feeling to come
To internally, blissfully, surrender to one